working hard on working hard

About a week ago I started to do a class called Work Success, I spend 40 hours a week doing things for it I spend 32 hours a week in the class and the other 8 hours doing at home things. I am learning a lot of new stuff and although one might think that learning how to get a job would be easy, its really not! yesterday I spent 5 hours working on my resume,  and it was draining, and very hard, you have to word it just right, and really concentrate on specific things for different company's its very complicated, and interesting at the same time. Its been hard dealing with however because Jana gets very up set about having to take me into town every day she says "it's losing me work" although I don't see how, it actually gives her the opportunity to to do more clients in a day, I'm also paying her $200.00 a month for rent and gas, as well as my food stamps, but I'm also expected to help get things for the house, such as paper towels and such, almost as though she doesn't realize that I have to get somethings for me and Dani, I understand that she has been providing for us for a while, but if I spend all my money on thing like paper towels then I'm going to have to ask her to get more important things like diapers, or shampoo for me, and things like that. I feel guilty spending the money I've worked so hard to earn, and that's not right!  sometimes I feel over whelmed, but thanks to the class I'm beginning to be able to help my self through that which is nice.