Saturday, February 11, 2012

working hard or hardly working? perspective...

Some times I fell like Jana and Thearon don't understand who hard it is to do the things I've been doing, it seams like they don't appreciate how tiring it is to do the tings I do, one day I spent 5 hours on my resume, and it still wasn't done, I had a head ache from staring at a computer screen for that long, I hurt all over from sitting in an uncomfortable chair for so long, and when I got home all I wanted to do was sit down with my baby and relax for 10 min minimum, more if at all possible, after dinner I was promptly told to do the dishes and sweep and mop the floor, I did it but I was not happy about it at all, because it hurt me even more, I understand that I do need to help with house work, and I do what I can when I can I usually do things on the weekend, but Jana comes home and complains about how tired she is, and then does not help with the house work because she is to tired and she just wants to relax, and I understand that want, but its like they don't understand that I work just as hard every day and when I get home I would like to do the same thing, it is very hard for me to not want to yell at them when they asked me to do something that is, in my mind, not my responsibility to do, like cleaning up their dishes, after dinner. I'm becoming tired of this place, and I would like to get on my plane to Kansas, the sooner the better, its becoming more and more tiring, I cant wait to have my own place, even when I'm in job corps, I'll have my own space that I can relax if I want to, I can't wait until I get out of here.              

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